the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, July 10, 2009
i know why the bright stars hide.
i know why the bright stars hide.have grades become everything, honestlyi still can't figure it out how people can get so annoyed with you because you did better than themi should just hide my grades from everyone except my family, isn't iti know why zk's so reluctant to reveal his grades every time now. and why jiejun told me not to tell anyone his chem grades. but really, is it wrong to get the grades you deserve after all the work you put in?i'm missing the rg days even more now - back then it never mattered what you got to others; people never hated the top in class, in fact they wanted her paper all the more so they could learn from it. they never got jealous of her grades, they used it as a benchmark, as a target. and in the end, everyone gets motivated to study well and do better and better.shouldn't how that everything should be, even now?i miss the days where i could go out with my friends after the exam results came back and all of us would just be happy we had each other, even when they were the ones not doing so well for the very test i topped the class with. i miss the days where people were so gracious about the good grades you got, no matter what they got. i miss the days where our lives didn't seem to be so torturously run by our grades; we valued friendship far above.but life moves on and things have changed; i guess i should just learn to shut up about what i get from now on. now i know why the bright stars hide. because if they don't, everyone else shoots them down.of all the times i've cried over my grades, it's the first time i've cried so hard about getting my A's. the irony of it all. 'can you stop being so brilliant please you're showing the rest of us up', indeedand the best thing is, only yiting seems to care; no one else does 8:37 pm
Friday, July 10, 2009
i know why the bright stars hide. i know why the bright stars hide.have grades become everything, honestlyi still can't figure it out how people can get so annoyed with you because you did better than themi should just hide my grades from everyone except my family, isn't iti know why zk's so reluctant to reveal his grades every time now. and why jiejun told me not to tell anyone his chem grades. but really, is it wrong to get the grades you deserve after all the work you put in?i'm missing the rg days even more now - back then it never mattered what you got to others; people never hated the top in class, in fact they wanted her paper all the more so they could learn from it. they never got jealous of her grades, they used it as a benchmark, as a target. and in the end, everyone gets motivated to study well and do better and better.shouldn't how that everything should be, even now?i miss the days where i could go out with my friends after the exam results came back and all of us would just be happy we had each other, even when they were the ones not doing so well for the very test i topped the class with. i miss the days where people were so gracious about the good grades you got, no matter what they got. i miss the days where our lives didn't seem to be so torturously run by our grades; we valued friendship far above.but life moves on and things have changed; i guess i should just learn to shut up about what i get from now on. now i know why the bright stars hide. because if they don't, everyone else shoots them down.of all the times i've cried over my grades, it's the first time i've cried so hard about getting my A's. the irony of it all. 'can you stop being so brilliant please you're showing the rest of us up', indeedand the best thing is, only yiting seems to care; no one else does
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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